wed have more drinks where we's speak of so many things...

so i dont think the punishment fit the crime. as we sat in the office, my third meeting of the day. the dean looked somber with his purple tinted skin and he reads us an old testament passage about how the Lord is glorified through the confession of akon as he repents for stealing things and hiding them in his tent. and then he asks if we know the end of the story and like the seniors at bible college we alled just stared and he asked all 7 of us one by one if we knew, no no no no... you get the picture. and so he read about after the confession they gave the stuff back and then were stoned cause they disobeyed the lord. at this point i got a little concerned and started looking for one of the lawn boys to wheel in a bucket of rocks for tehm to pummel us with. unfortunately he meant that the stated punishment would be placed on us. and so 7 students were expelled for the semester but we all finished a week before this meeting. 4 seniors 2 days away from graduating who had enjoyed an alcoholic beverage in the privacy of their own home are no longer allowed to walk. i could only think of all the sleep i missed out on and how much their claim to be consistant was anything but.
i watched as 2 of the guys lost it and just started to cry their eyes out. i bit my tongue hard as i felt the sware words coming the insults and everything i could think that would hurt those men who just kicked me out of school for my own good cause they cared about me. instantly they were assulted with phone calls from pastors parents and anyone who was ready to do whatever it took to defend these students. nothing has changed yet but this morning my pastors wife went in the office of bro adams with the name of a lawyer who says that since we had finished the asigned semester we can not legally be punished by loosing our semester. this is because the school is accredited through a secular acredidation. huh? mostly i am mad because my brother and sister were down and all i did was work and deal with this. i didnt even get to see them.
i thought about packing today and how much i hate it and how most of the time i end up throwing so much away just cause i would rather part with it than take it somewhere else and not need it. i also thought about all the people i want to spend time with and how i am not going to be able to do it cause there just isnt enough time. im not sure where it went so fast but im sure that its probably all been lost to work... that is all i ever do...