who shall i blame for this sweet and heavy trouble for every stupid struggle...
i put my two weeks in last night at the hotel and i slept through work again today at digiacintos. i think that one thing i am looking forward to about north dakota is that i wont be working 75 hours a week. what is it like to sleep 8 hours a night more than once a week. its been so long that i can remember anymore. oh well two weeks and it will all be over.
thank goodness for people who are older and wiser than i am. its so funny when you are young that you have the whole world figured out and the older you get the more you realize that you never really had a hold of anything but your ideas and they were mostly wrong or too simple. i am only 23 years old and i cant imagine finding out that i know even less than i think i do now.(although i expect North dakota to be such an experience) i dont think i will be surprised by knowing less but im sure how i get to that point will continually shock me. i suppose even when you think nothing is ever as it seems you are still shocked when it ceases to be how it seemed.
growing up is wierd, i wonder if you ever think now this is what i thought it would be like to be a grown up. i guess my thougts were pretty impractical. i guess i want to know why these days are the *best days of your life* i look forward to growing older there is so much to experience and i am ready to hit the ground running! two and a half weeks and a new chapter will be upon me. i look forward to documenting that chapter through blogs and photographs!
some friends came up to visit at the hotel tonight and we had a good time it makes the night go by a little faster when someone is here to pass the time with you. only 11 more days of work and im out, thats exciting. nikki and aaron are coming sunday and life is pretty good.
i finished my last day of class today and it feels good to know that i am done with school for a little while although i wish i was done for good and getting a degree. in time i guess. in time.
thank goodness for people who are older and wiser than i am. its so funny when you are young that you have the whole world figured out and the older you get the more you realize that you never really had a hold of anything but your ideas and they were mostly wrong or too simple. i am only 23 years old and i cant imagine finding out that i know even less than i think i do now.(although i expect North dakota to be such an experience) i dont think i will be surprised by knowing less but im sure how i get to that point will continually shock me. i suppose even when you think nothing is ever as it seems you are still shocked when it ceases to be how it seemed.
growing up is wierd, i wonder if you ever think now this is what i thought it would be like to be a grown up. i guess my thougts were pretty impractical. i guess i want to know why these days are the *best days of your life* i look forward to growing older there is so much to experience and i am ready to hit the ground running! two and a half weeks and a new chapter will be upon me. i look forward to documenting that chapter through blogs and photographs!
some friends came up to visit at the hotel tonight and we had a good time it makes the night go by a little faster when someone is here to pass the time with you. only 11 more days of work and im out, thats exciting. nikki and aaron are coming sunday and life is pretty good.
i finished my last day of class today and it feels good to know that i am done with school for a little while although i wish i was done for good and getting a degree. in time i guess. in time.
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