... im almost there its on the tip of my tongue and it never goes away...

my sister is coming tomorrow and i am pretty excited to see her. i have also decided that i am not going to persue work at a church but i am going to persue work as a portrait artist and i am going to try and open my own studio in the next 3 years. there is a lot of things in my life that i am not sure about but i finally decided that i have to chase what makes my heart flutter and that is photography specifically of people.

God has been showing me so much these past few weeks mostly about how i am looking at people. Grace is amazing and when God shows it he completly shows it. i am thinking of the prodigal son, the woman at the well, and the parable of the 11th hour. and this is how they come together. God doesnt ask us where we have been or if we are really sincere about coming home. he doesnt make sure that we know what we did was wrong he falls on us kisses our heads and tells us that there is going to be a celebration because we have returned, for whatever reason, to his grace. the woman at the well had been married 5 times and was living in sin but christ tells her to tell everyone that she knows about him. yess lets worship in spirit and in truth not on the baptist mountain or the charasmatic mountain lets just worship God and when we find our loving saviour, or he finds us, then no matter how bad we are in it he wants us to go and tell of the love he has shown. and lastly the parable of the 11th hour is that his grace in all our lives are equal and amazing and we shouldnt get all bent out of shape that our road was harder or we worked more for his grace becuase it was everything we needed.

thank you God for opening my eyes you are my shelter and the lifter of my head.