thats the way i like yeah thats the way i like it...

i started reading letters to a young poet by rainer maria rilke and he is talking baout going into yourself and finding what you find enteresting about life and how to create art it must be personal and it must be enteresting to you and i was thinking about the things in life that i am passionate about and why i want to so them. i was taken back to a conversation i had once in the middle of wal*mart with jeremy about how i feel like there is so much inside of me that i want to give to my youth group kids that i just dont know how to communicate. so much love and so much joy that it is hard to express without sounding like an over emotional idiot or super cheese. but the passion is there and it is in me begging to coem out so i must figure out how to get them to fall in love with what i have loved and see the awe in life as i see it. i hope that i can share this vision with you as well. life is so beautiful and there is so much that makes it worth while. i hope that you can see the potential for joy and wholeness in a broken world that you can see that there is so much love and it heals all the pain. i love life and i hope that i can share that love with you all.