*what you love and cherish deeply will turn and kill you someday*

church was good tonight. i am glad that i get to go to fair grove. tomorrow i work my first over night and by friday i am on the schedule by my self. so here goes the crazy life where i dont see anyone for a while. i guess mostly i feel like maybe life is supposed to be more than this bigger grander more life a rock and roll show %100 of the time. maybe that and the fact that im not sure what i want or need to do in life and the fact that im not really heading in a certain direction kinda make me feel like i could get stuck doing the same old nothing for the rest of my life. that is a scary thought. oh God let me not be stuck here or any where...