Wouldn't you love to be On the cover of a magazine? Healthy skin, perfect teeth Designed to hide what lies beneath...

weekend trip to pick up brittany! got to see my parents which was nice. they ordered pizza and made the most delicious country breakfast. friday we picked up brittany and after we ate we headed to brittany's grandparents house its pretty great to see how much her grandmother loves her it sorta makes me miss my grandmothers. a funny thing happened while we were there. dateline was on but the program ended and a new show came on. Las Vegas! yeah sin city is a good description of what was on tv. so it was akward but her gp's were just soaking all her stories in oblivious to what was on television. so i decided that i would text jeremy and so jayme and jeremy and i texted eachother funny messages while we tried not to cause to big of a scene. after that we wanted coffee. off to starbucks to meet up with one of jeremys old friends. she was pretty funny it was pouring so i ran into the rain to get the car. it was pouring but as i ran to get the car i realized that the handy cap ramp leading onto the sidewalk was big enough to fit the car on with no obstructions so i backed the car all the way up to the door. no one got wet but me. then to i hop to meet up with dustin who was probably the nicest guy i have met in a long time.

poor jeremy was kept awake by my snooring. i felt like a jerk. after breakfast we headed back but i wasnt ready fast enough and i made brittany miss her hair appointment. it was nice to see brittany again i sorta missed her this summer. we got home and things just got back to normal. how typical.

i felt life and love and hope infesting my bones...

theme parks are hot and expensive and i dont remember them being particularly fun. today i went to a theme park in branson. it was pretty amazing. the day did not start off so hot, as we attempted to ride the wild cat i was reminded that the rest of the world is not biggie sized and so they do not make rides at parks for those of us who are. it was only a little embarassing to try to put the restraint down not make it and have to get off the ride. i think that the thought of just watching the group was ok with me but i didnt want them to worry that i was having fun so i hoped for better seating next time. i skipped the next ride cause it didnt look promissing and i was beggining to remember why i dont like theme parks. third ride was everyones favorite, the water ride. tallest people in the front so i was the tallest and in the front. no seatbelts which was a plus, some how i was the only person to get wet and i was soaked. it was fun and i thought that one out of three isnt all that bad. we road some other rides and i laughed my fool head off the rest of the night. i left thinking that it was probably the most fun i had had in quite some time.

maybe i do like theme parks and maybe i really love the people i work with. i lost at go karts and got soaked on the water ride but it was such a great day. on the way home becca was telling us about something i think about commuting and getting tickets and what do you know the lights behind us are blue and red. it was that oh crap not another ticket moment when she got a warning. that was amazing and i am happy she didnt get a ticket so that our night could end well. it was such a great day.

honesty is the best policy and i have never been so honest as i have been the past couple days with jeremy. good talks about life. landon is close second and i am thanking god for all of the friends he has sent me to look after me and care for me. i think i really do know the best people in the world.

and when we kissed it didnt feel poisonous...

so i think that one of the things that bothers me most about life is when people see your stuff and decide that they deserve it more than you. and they take it. two hundred cds stolen from my truck in my driveway with 15 dollars form my wallet. ok im over it.

shot some pictures for jeremy. check out his myspace

www.myspace.com/jeremylarson

also shot a wedding and i think that the pictures turned out nice. on saturday i am supposed to shot some food which will be a first and i am not sure what to do or expect but it is something new and i hope to find some things to help me make some money on the side.

i feel like things are moving forward and that is nice.

the other night i was at a gas station and a gir was staring at me. i went into the restroom to make sure i wasnt being a typical fat kid with chocolate on my face or something so i checked things out and i was in ship shape. upon exiting the resroom she was still in the store still looking at me. she was pregnant and i smiled at her she smiled back and i bought some orange juice and left. i wish i would have talked to her cause as soon as i left she left, maybe she was hangin around hoping to talk to me. but i doubt it. i went to the gas station the next night around the same time hoping to run into her again but no such luck.

i only like to have crushes anyway its safer than a relationship. if she did want to date i would just get bored and not call. how do i know? thats what happens everytime. i dont get it.