you really think that your in control, hahaha well bless your soul

started working over nights again at the hotel so thats interesting. already met someone who is strung out on cocaine, first night back and it was a typical one. but both nights friends have come to see me and that has been amazing. i am pretty glad that no one sleeps these days.

the good thing about working all night is that i have time to write a few letters so if you are interested in recieving snail mail i will have time so lets be pen pals.

i ran into a friend from highschool yesterday and it was random cause she lives in ariznona and was driving home to kansas city. it is strange how your path crosses someone elses and it happens but there is only a small window of possibility and it happens. strange.

another thing that is strange is knowing when to be persistant and when to move on. its tougher than i thought it would be to make up my mind.

who do you who do you who do you think you are...

two things that you should own...
first of all the book pilgrim at tinker creek by annie dillard amazing.
second gnarls barkly saint else where... this is probably one of my favorite albums of the year. i love it already.

some things that are no good.
helping this dude in his yard for 12 bucks an hour but then being sore for the next week until its time to help him again. its nice to make extra money though.

big plans for the next year...
first a trip to california in the fall to see nikki and for cattle call at brawley
second a trip to idaho to see landon and his senior art show
third ponderosa christian camp next june as a kitchen helper i am saving money so that i can do all of these. you should come with me if you want.

the lucky ones know exactly what i mean...

i bought a new camera. a digital camera. cannon 20d and i love it. i wish that i could post some pictures for you. i found out that my computer is not fast enough to get the pictures from the camera. thats ok walmart is able to. so i took some pretty good shots of jayme that she sent to jeremy and her mother. i think that shooting digital has helped me to become a better photographer already. a couple weeks ago i went out to shoot with a friend who taught me how to use the digital settings on it and i am feeling a lot more comfortable with everything.

jeremy is in nashville recording his album and i miss that guy a lot. brittany is in california and i miss her also. summer is cool and i am enjoying myself.

i picked up a second job doing yard work for a guy a couple times a week and last week i dug him a trench using a pick axe for about 5 hours. back breaking work makes me tired and being tired feels pretty good sometimes.

picked up another job at the hotel where i will be working over nights on sundays and mondays. i hate third shift but i think that it will be ok.

i was kinda bored the other day so i road my razor scooter over to jaymes house turns out it was 4 miles away man that was quite a ride.

something glorious is about to happen...

something