valentines day!

the only reason i went to school to day was to find a girl who was willing to go out with me tonight and you know i knew i would find her! i only asked 5 girls before i found the one also! and once i asked her i know she would be a fun one! plus she is a 5th year senior and that was the first clue i had to asking her. i mean all of our friends are married. so i took kristin adrian to millies for valentines dinner but the sweetest part of the deal was her room mate jessica weaver went with us and her boyfriend wilson who is the coolest guy ever. we had fun we took pictures and it was a pretty good night. i was pretty excited to go out i mean so excited actually that i went out and bought a whole new outfit. new jeans and button up shirt and even some nice balck dress shoes. i felt like a million bucks going out with her! oh well i found some pictures from last year to put on here hope you enjoy these. the last one is weaver kristins room mate. if you wondered

life is wierd...

i lost my bag so thats wierd cause im not sure where and if you happen to see it you know the blue one with the skull drawn on front please return it. how do i miss place everything i own? i must be the most unorganized person a live. my parents are in town and i think that is the best thing to happen this week.
last night i did 7 loads of laundry and while i was doing them i got the feeling that it was pointless. not laundry, i was doing michelle's laundry cause she did have time so i was helping her out. i offered to do it for sure but while i was doing it i thought that it was pointless and that i was only doing it cause i wish she would be more than just a friend to me even though i know she probably never will be.
tessa came up to work last night, tessa is jeremys girlfriend and we had a good talk and i felt better about life after she left. i am glad that i am making new friends always and that they are people who care about me. i am also glad that i have other friends who encourage and exhort me to do my best and pursue my dreams. thanks for the words of encouragement jda i miss you. i got back the pictures that i took of camp aaron and there are some pretty good ones. i think they will make the office look real nice. i need to get a few things together and then i will send you the pics and the negatives. i asked for doubles and a cd but apparently they didnt get those notes. i dont think they offer the disk with professional roles of film or something oh well. i would have posted some on here otherwise. miss you guys.

california???

man im not sure what to do and i think that i will learn alot about myself through this decision. i think that motives is a pretty important thing and so i dont want to make a decision to please someone else. i dont want to live in fear of what others think and im not going to do that this time. funny thing is that i am a little scared of what you californians think also not just my parents so im stuck in the middle. i am going to look at a couple schools and see where i can get a photography degree and hopefully talk to a few other people including troy i hope that dude calls me back. so i guess you can all respond and tell me where to go im sure it will be cali from all of you! and sometimes i think life would be good out there. and i miss you all...