lock my heart in brass box...

yesterday was my first day at pro care, i am officially a carpet cleaner now! well im more like the guy who gets all of the stuff out of the truck as vance cleans the carpet. and we are pretty much the most technologically advanced carpet cleaners in town cause we have the Rx-20. its a 7000 dollar machine that i have no desire to use because i could see myself messing it up. anyway the first day of work was great i think it was the best first day of work that i have ever had.

still reading divine conspiracy because its pretty long, but i am half way through it and it has been pretty challenging. i like what he says a lot about having a kingdom heart. he goes through the sermon on the mount and he breaks it down verse by verse. i really have enjoyed this book a lot. i think the thing that has challenged me most is when he says that the things jesus says we should do arent laws they are examples of kingdom living and the only way we can live those things is to change our hearts. they are a natural occurence in our lives when we are loving God the way we should. so i have to think that when i am messing up spiritually it isnt cause im not doing the right actions on the out side its because my heart isnt beating like Gods, im not loving him the way i should. change comes frm the inside and effects the outside.