moving day!

im leaving the garage. i am moving in with my rock star friend jeremy larson and i am pretty excited about that. i will ive with him until may and i think then kaleb and i will get a place. i think it will be a good move for me. i am tired of living with 4 other guys its just way too much and being the only single one they all just want time with their girls. lame for sure.
i have watched some movies this week and magnolia is for sure my favorite i think i will own it one day. but i also watched blow. its pretty good although i felt like after i watched it that it wouldnt be such a bad life smuggling drugs i mean i know it would be but the movie sorta glorified it. it was interesting though that he never had enough of anything but the part that made me think the most was when his wife told him that he was a loser cause he had no more money and he had become everything he said he never would be. its sad at the end but i dont know if i would go see him either.
the movie made me think about what i want to be asnd what i say i never will be and if i ever could be that. and i think that i always want to live a life that is honoring to God and that is something that could very easily be lost. i know that i will only be able to life that life if the grace of God lets. so i guess Lord willing i will always live a life that is pleasing to God and i will never become the things that i say i dont want to be...thats all really